Friday, January 29, 2010

El Fantasma ¿puede usted explicarme qué es el amor?

tabacco skinned me alive
it scathed the pink
became black
and it was a nicotine high
still coherent 
enough to confide with The Ghost
and tell Him my mysteries
of the heart
but He already read my mind
with all the buzz and the lights
i have trouble closing my eyes
so i go on walks and find random benches
and become either 
a gypsy
a saint
a soldier
or no one at all
i like the last because
i wear the black like J.R.
and meditate and lose my mind
love is messy
and the pain is right
mi Dios mi Cristo
El Fantasma ¿puede usted explicarme qué es el amor?

Saturday, January 16, 2010

rogue

i wear black for you
those awkwardly small t shirts of mine
and i hope you know its so symbolic at a time like this
i feel like a faithful catholic woman
rotating her rosary between her fingers
like its a big game of marbles
and that everything right now is skipping like a record
on one line repeating in my head
dont you worry dear
i love this right now
and i hate it all the same
i am the meadow
when you are the plain
and somehow the desert
has devoured your soul
i will go great distances
for the adventures
for whom the bell tolls
the gallows don't scare me
neither the gun
you forget i am cowboy

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

remixing scripture: proverbs 3:5&6

hold on kid
hold on
[AHHH!] I AM GOD
believe me
I want to show you something
but your gonna have to take an extra step
trust me
with your heart not your head
don't sturdy yourself with what you think
is relevant and makes sense to you
find me in everything
and realize it was me-all along helping you
now correct your feet for the
current course

Saturday, January 9, 2010

great things are about to happen

why do i dance among the dead
when i am alive and white
the snow falls fresh on my bones
tightening and sinewing skin
blood like a river
is a baptism in my mind
in nomeni patri et fili es spiritu sancti

direction is spelled with a
t

which way
what's truth
what's life

jesus
not explicit just praise
jesus
scandalous grace
jesus
forgiveness has a face

thank God

i will believe your way is better than mine. i will read your word when i feel like a lie. i want ressurection.

-.stephen

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

flashcard love

your the answer on
the back of my
flashcard
so i will never be
wrong i can ask
1000 questions
and its only one i really want
everything seems right
when i close my eyes
its like skipping tracks
to find the perfect song
tonight
florida has only one star
your that spark
that happens in the night
and luminates the eyes
in my heart
flash card love