being lonely. is that even biblical.
i am so torn between being appreciative and destructive.
my spirit cries and my flesh fail.
soul, don't give up on me now.
i am okay.
honest between these teeth and i will grin and settle down.
"...knew a man who once said death smiles at us all...all you have to do is smile back."
dangerously i am shrouded beneath darkness and a wick of hope will surely guide me.
holy God sanctify me again.
like a wildcat.
like a wild flower.
i am nothing.
merely a voice.
no bullhorns or whistles.
not my style.
i whisper.
can you hear me child.
all i need is love.
jealousy has no place here.
i miss her.
cover me in precious blood.
and tell me all of the wonderful things you will do.
i am reintroducing myself today.
"discontent is the disconnect...help my unbelief."
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"dangerously i am shrouded beneath darkness and a wick of hope will surely guide me."
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stephen, i wish you could see yourself from the outside where everyone else sees you! and i wish i could see myself that way too, but then i don't wish that... i'm sure you know. you may think you're thousands of miles away, and you may think you're alone, and you may feel a little bewildered, but you're not any of those things. you're right here with us all (we couldn't get rid of you if we tried!;) and everyone you need is right there with you in your heart and mind, and lovely boy you know you are never alone. so go ahead and feel lonely, because it's not real anyways, it's just a temporary feeling trying to drown you out of the Truth that you know. and feel bewildered, because you know you are not lost. you're just growing up (nicely) which is always hard. you are exceptional :)
i see your thought process, i love it when i can.
ReplyDelete'tell me all of the wonderful things you will do' - this is hope if i've ever seen it.