Thursday, November 12, 2009

no uhh i am not sure okay i believe you

the snooze challenges me to wake again
and face the day with any sense of appreciation
it's sometimes hard waking up especially after a night of little sleep
i got to figure out some things in life
and maybe put them on paper because the ink is permanent
can't erase or ignore it unless it's thrown away

dream again heart
please just for me
remember to love again
how can i love if i struggle with loving myself
let alone Almighty God

read about the covenant of the bow
between you and man
for us to remember and you said you will too

can you show me something in the sky
something i read or a girl i meet
something obviously believable
because my faith is shakey
o God help my unbelief

i am more predictable than i thought
kinda hate that because i want to be the one who suprises you
and get called out on "that's my beloved son"
there again in the sky your voice like thunder
makes me want to look up there and expect
something

am i missing something so obvious that it's right in front of me

1 comment:

  1. if i see you correctly, there is so much going on that i can't gather words yet. and i feel like i have some things to say because, i cannot stress to you, the things that it appears to me that God is doing in you are SO similar to the things He just did in me- and i've been given so much wisdom and insight from it- that i can't even gather it all for myself yet. but, really, know that i know what i'm saying when i say i know where you are, maybe more than you do yet! and until God gives me a way to articulate things to help you and when/if He prompts me to do so, i can help you some. because- if i'm seeing you correctly- i see so much reconstruction starting to take place. i will pray pray pray because i know what you're feeling, from what i've experienced and because i feel it for you.

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